Tension Released

The tension snaps, it's under load,
The gears engage, new row gets hoed;
A little change, with big results –
Engaged again, one with adults.

Temptation comes to purse my lips,
To strut around (not little steps),
To river-push, and make it work,
To be ‘The Man’ and thus a jerk.

Five years of living biblically
Within this life-time frame for me;
Not as a limit but that chunk –
Nee's number three, yeast in the lump.

Agenda cleared, new slots appear;
Comfort within re: op’s so near?
I wonder ’bout this new-found-land,
Your role for me – to under-stand.

"See needs around in neighbours’ lives,
Bid to respond for cash of size
Enough to make it pay for you
To carry on that's what to do" –

At least in this society;
Not sure if that's what's there for me –
To enter in like Bruchko here?
Run jungle trails? Find what is dear?

Live out the books? the Poems? Songs?
Pictures and words – to Him belong
Assets, and tools, and toys, and time –
Under my care, (what's Thine is mine).

Impulse to learn grows fast in me
So I can larger picture see –
See what's within, what's being taught,
Ah! modules I've got– where I have walked!

Now I see light at end of way;
Dawn soon arrives with light of day;
I do not need from scratch to start,
Ten years I've walked the greater part.

Now, plug it in, walk out that text;
See what is there, fill in the rest;
Ask who it is that needs to know;
Into their lives this new seed sow.

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